Tuesday, December 9, 2008

hmm...wad a packed month that i have...drama,carolling and also dancing~!
hahaha...i've never believe that im actually learning dancing...im still trying my best to learning and practising it...
although the showing night....is right before christmas,and its getting near.i've been really focusing on this things..especially on dancing cos the date is getting near..and i have to be really good ,well atleast i have to dance soo well like the others..focusing too much on this things,makes me loose focus on works too.always forget my shift timeing,and worst of all i dont even feeling wanted to work in there anymore.i guess its good also,soo i can quit my job more easier without any regret or other feelings that will keep me back from quitting the job.really thanks phoebe for willing to be my dancing teacher...really saw that she putting her effort on teaching me,eventhou im quite stupid and slow learner.but really thanks alot to her,i will practise hard in order to repay her.Speaking of drama,haha..im acting as the main character of the drama's cousin...and also head of the gangster..although my acting was just a few mins..but the face expressions and emotion have to be real...cos this drama we doesnt need to speak any dialog.soo i think this is kinda fun too.And last of all would be Carolling,hehehe that means singing loh...sing in a group is really interesting..we have our owns pitch and tones to sing,divide by 5 groups...but if we just sing in our own tones and pitch its sounds kinda weirds...but when combine together it can be a really nice and lovely songs...although sometimes i found that its kinda hard lo,cos we will be mistaken and sing others groups pitch...everything that i've joined is something that i've never do before...and i think its really great cos i could actually do wad i've been wanted to do since kid.although im getting busy in church...but atleast im happy bout all the things that im doing.And finally got the chances to serve God,im really happy that i can Give to god but not just to receive.ok la that's all for now...will blog again in other time.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Tagged By Rachel,Paul and Eric Teo

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.——————————————————————————

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
i will be very sad and heart broken,on that time i also have to remind myself why she wanted to betrayed me...as if i did something wrong that causes her to do soo?

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
have outstanding perfomance on my job...and have beautiful wife...hehe =p (now com'on who doesn't want that anyway)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
10% for god...buy nice car...a nice apartment...and give some to my parents...and rest of it...im saving for my marriage and my child's educations need.

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
every relationship starts from normal friends to best friends and lastly to couple...soo wadya think?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
for me is being loved lo...althought i never had being loved before except my family and cousins...haha

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
hmm...as long as she needs....will always be there for her

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
hahaha....sumhow it reminds me of the situations....erm..if she really likes the persons and the persons likes her also...i will wish for them.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
depends on wad the act is lo...if romance sure i will prefer my gf more lar...if other actress scared she will jealous a...

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
will had to ask my bride opinion first...if she is ok with it...den im cool

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
haved a good career,a wife...or probably in outer countries?(who knows...)

12. What’s your fear?
dissapoint ppl who put hope on me...especially those who are very close to me.

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
money is important...but ur another half is ur soul mates...who will shares ur joy and sad things...those are the most important thing for me.

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
yeah...i would...but i don't really know its a good thing or a bad thing.(humph)

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i never bumps into this kind of situations before....whenever i loved ones...i won't fall in love anothers.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
as long as the "thing" doesn't hurt anyone...i guess i can forgive her.

18.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
despite on all thos asnwer previously...doesn't it obvious?

1. daniel

thats all la i guess....

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

many things had been passed...
i don't even know whether is good or bad..
well...one thing is good was about to come though...
that is my birthday...im still gathering some money for my birthday...
i got a habit for myself...during my birthday...i will spend ppl whom i invite to eat something nice...which mostly i invite is my cousins...
they all said that i shouldn't waste my money like that...which i don't really agree of it
i don't feel sad if i spend all the money on my birthday...cos i think its worth it
if money spend...still can earn it back...
wad i wanted the most is...all of them is having fun that day
i want my birthday to be day that our cousins can gather together...have fun together..and could pull the relationship more closer....
a day that when we mention of it...we will remember all the good and fun things that we used to did on my past birthdays...
soo seriously....i don't care bout how much money i spend on that day...because its really worth it
a good memory on it...its simply priceless to me.

days have been passed...and i still haven't find the fund for my educations yet..
actually i was kinda afraid of it....its been soo long since the last time i have really studied...
im not sure that i could really handle all the stress that is about to come...
i was afraid that everything was happen too fast...
still remember one of my cousins says that....God's work is really fast...whether u like it or not...u are apart of it...and there is not turning back.
i really do understand this words...but sometimes its kinda hard to accept it
i was afraid that...i will dissapoint everyone that had put hope on me
And i know the feeling of dissapointed ppl...its really bad..i really hate it...cos past of my life..
all i do...is dissapoint ppl around me..and i really dont want this to happen anymore.
all i can really do is....do with all my best on it...soo i won't have any regreat on it.
One of my cousins still said that...In future what ever difficulties or stress that u might be facing..
just remember that all this things...is making u to be a more better and improvised person..
and always Thank God for it...
this word's reminds me of a phrase...What Ever He Do,He Do It Because He Loves Me
And my cousins also prophecied one thing to me...is that in future...i will be a great leader...
which i don't really have the confident to be one...but i really do hope that i could be a great leader in future...but anyways...i'll put all this on the hand's of God...let him plan for my future..and my destiny...all i can do is that...be myself and what ever i do ...i will give all my best on it.And thanks phoebe...ur advice had really touches my heart..and i will always remember it.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Alot things has happen recently...some is good but some is bad...many things do happen for a reason..its depends on how u sees it.lately alot things goes through my mind...i've ever wondered that i should further my studies to colleges...as i know its been like 5 years since that i've graduate from secondary high and wasn't soo sure if i've still got the urge and will to study anymore...many of my friends said that should atleast get a cert for more guarantee on my future...but then im not really a study material.soo most probably gonna decide to work....and learn at the same time,hopefully i won't be regreat for the decision that i had made.Talking bout my work...im currently working at cyber cafe,as a cashier...its was quite an easy job actually..and plus i can online during working time~!haha...its was a fun job at first but by then the more longer i've work...the more that i've realise that im actually wasting my time in here.working in cyber cafe doesn't have any future at all.What i've want now is a job that is more chalenging and alot things that i can actually learn and a better future for it,been wasted soo many years and stuck myself in cc,living in a virtual world thats is never true and evading whats is out there.Soo its time for me to wake up and take the step outside the door and deal with it and i know that God is always theres to help me and i won't scare of it.
The hillsongs concert that held in GLad Tidings church is really great...the songs that they played is really great and anointed.And we get to worship and praise god together from other churches ppl....and its really great,i know its touches alot young christians teenages heart and will crazy and hunger for god even more and its was same for me too,it was a good expirence for me.
Another good expirence was the A4j conference,and i've learn alot of things during the conference.And yet its was very tireling cos we had to serve lunch and dinner to other fellow churchmates,imagine serving lunch for over one thousand ppl its not an easy job but yet we did our best for it.it was a very good task for us,cos it could test our teamwork,communications with each others.Really happy to see all the teenagers from other church can gather and learn and summore praise worship God together,and i know malaysia time has come ..for us to raise jesus christ name up in here.Let them know that how real is our god,and how love and mercyful of our god..let us spread the gospel to whole fellow malaysians~!

Thursday, May 29, 2008


Friends...can play a major role on a persons life.It can Influences on our decisions,towards something.cos most of the times,when we wanna do some decisions sure we're gonna ask parents or friends suggestions,mixing which kinds of friends can even change our future.i still remember what David said before,Choosing A Friends is Based On Quality Not Quantities.SomeHow this words gave me a huge meaning,from that moment i really know that doesn't matter how many friends that u got,or how popular u are.If those friend gave u bad influences,U can probably ruin ur own life just for folowing what they did,for examples like ask u to go taking drugs,fighting with other ppl,Or maybe asking u to go some unnessarily places.So for me this kind of friends,i will really stay away from it.From my experience,i used to got alot this kind of friends,by that time i used to have alot of fun,but somehow they can't understand me.when i got problem,noone will willing to help me.And started to stay away from me,And then i realize that this kind of friends is not really called "Friend",because friend will help u when u have problems,will advice u when u doing something thats not right,and also will share the joy with u and u will do the same for him or her.And thanks to God i've already found the friends that i've been looking for,and thats is in church.Somehow Gods know what i need,and gave me unexpectedly and i really need to thanks God for that.Thru the new friends that i knew,my life started to changes,my attitude started to change and i began to know how to appreciate my friends and my families.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

hmm...a little stories of my life

ehem....the very 1st time blogging...haha...my apologies if my word is a little bit broken cos im not really good in grammar anyway..ok lets see...i grew up in kinda busy family...mom and dad always working,doesnt really have the time to really care for us..soo in lack of caring i've started to do many unpleasant things in order to get my parents attentions...hope that they will care bout me more...like stealing,fighting with other kids,even mix up with wrong kind of friends,but den i was though tat i would be happy,but matter of fact im not,i feel empty and sorrow instead..its just a cover up for the pain that i feel in my families,for that moment i know that nobody can really understands me and care bout me.
in school i was that kind of ppl who are not popular at all...like ppl hardly know that ur exist,if u know what i meant,somtimes even get bullied by ppl...soo it was kinda hard time in school.by then i was afraid of one thing..one thing that i evade as much as possible.family gathering...yeap..family gathering,its not that i don't like to go there,just that i doesn't get used to be over much caring by them,probably is the growing up enviroment cos even my dad and mom also didn't cared bout me that much,still remembered when my grandma birthday and we had a family gathering,was soo wanted to evade to attend that time,but then my mom urge me to go soo i have to no choice.At the moment i was there,i always silence and doesn't talk too much,sometimes i feel that i was like a stranger there,can't mix up with cousins....until that very moment one of the cousins,hana...approach me and talk with me,and then we end up together with other cousins,talking and laughing together.i really felt something at that moment,eventho im not really sure that time.Soo after that time,we began to contact each others.Last year birthday,i get the chances to celebrate with my cousins...its is something new for me cos i never get the chances to celebrate with them before.And its was awesome,to tell u something...i never get a birthday cake on my birthday before..well not on the time when i was still babies..haha..i had a really great time back there,thanks to the cousins~!u guys gave me a sweet memories..
And after that,One of the cousins ask me to go their youth church eventho they got ask me a few times.which i did..haha...hmm well the very 1st impressions for me is i can felt warm and caring in there.its very comfortable for me to be there,and special thanks to my cell leader Daniel..who always support me and cousins also.i've really learn alot of things in there...i've learn how to care bout ppl...how to love ppl.i've even got alot new friends in there,and i've started to change bit by bit ...thanks to the god.Its makes me understand whats means by being a christian,somehow im proud to be a christian myself,and the loves of God touches me.
Soo this is a little testimony And also my little life that i can share with u guys who watching my blog,hope that this little testimony can help out u guys.And again thanks to my cousins and my cell leader who have been helping me thru my life and also other church friends as well.